We do what we should not what we would if we could

        `We do what we should not what we would if we could`, this is a statement, a cruel one, but in these days, in this world, in this very moment, we do what we should not what we want to.

         We do what we should not what we would if we could because our wishes are not always the best and if we would think of money or of jobs, we could see that our wishes are not always giving money or a better life, but it is nice and dreamy and funky to do what you want to. For example, if I had a single day left, then I would do the first thing which is in my mind, I would do bungee-jumping, I would say `I love you!`, I would swim, I would listen to music until 2 o`clock without mom who`s screaming at me and so on.

        We do what we should not what we would of we could maybe because we are afraid, because reality and life are too hard or too unpredictable but like the song says `It`s my life, it`s now or never` and `Show must go on!` even if we are frightened to look in her eyes.

        We do what we should not what we would if we could because it is the possibility to suffer...Let`s take the example of marks, of school and so on; we do not want to learn , but we have to and, in this case, the `have to` expression is so important so it could influence our whole life and future.

       You know that `Teenage Dream`, music, alchool, to run with your `true love` just because in movies a story like this has `Happy Ending`, but we all know it is not good, it is not right and honest and that`s why we do what we should not what we would if we could.

       I do what I should not what I would if I could because I am not able to tell you the truth, I am not able to recognize that you are more than `a guy` and now, in this very moment, I am not able to say `I love you!`, but I feel you are upset and maybe I am able to say `Forgive me, because I really sorry!`. 

      I don`t do what I should, I do what i would because I could, sweet sunset!

      I am selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times, hard to handle, but if you can`t handle me at my worst then you absolutely don`t deserve me at my best.